Paradigm Shift Interval

Can't update anything now not because I'm lazy but cause it's not too save when comes to privacy on the internet. I found out the hard way. Don't bother elaborating but will do when the time is right.

Paradigm Shift Part 3

Went to SCOPE earlier in the afternoon for a second interview. Spoke to a chap named Alex who was in charged of my second interview and he is one of the senior/manager for the mortgage department. Went alright I guess...

Asked the basic questions, and i answered what i think was appropriate. Was really a short session and then i went back home. Then short while after that, Olivia called me again and asked me to come in on Friday morning to complete a self evaluation online test.

Well, if all things go well, i think i might be accepted and honestly... I can't wait to join this company.

So fingers crossed...

But at the meantime, gotta get some sleep for work... i mean hell at 8am tomorrow.

Paradigm Shift Part 2

Well, in awhile more... I'm heading down to SCOPE International for my 2nd interview. Crossing my fingers that it will all work well. And I will not care much, coz if they are offering me the job, i am leaving ASAP. It's time to start a new chapter on this mundane android part of my life. Well, it's part of the system, rite? We have to be a slave to the concept of job.

Paradigm Shift

In the mist of hunting a new job now. Maybe i have grown tired with the current job that i have now. Do realized that ever since i started the current job, i had less and less time to blog or even do some writing. I do realized too that ever since i started working at this place, more fucked up things i do. Wouldn't want to elaborate but generally I'm saying that i think I'm a being a bad person.

Just got back from an interview on Monday afternoon, i hope i do get the job coz i seriously don't have any motivation to work in my current company anymore.

So wish me luck and will be busy applying jobs elsewhere too.

Better post a post for the month of April before the month ends

Whole of April, not even 1 post... XD

So here's one!

-End-

Dead Memories

Sitting in the dark, I cant forget.
Even now, I realize the time Ill never get.
Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate.
I cant go back again.
I cant go back again

But you asked me to love you and I did.
Traded my emotions for a contract to commit.
And when I got away, I only got so far.
The Other Me Is Dead.
I hear his voice inside my head

We were never alive, and we wont be born again.
But Ill never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.

You told me to love you and I did.
Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit.
So when I got away, I only kept my scars.
The Other Me Is Gone.
Now I dont know where I belong

We were never alive, and we wont be born again.
But Ill never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.

Dead Visions in your Name.
Dead Fingers in my Veins.
Dead Memories in my Heart

Snuff

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So if you love me, let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
My own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away, you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know
If you still care, don't ever let me know