Snuff

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So if you love me, let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
My own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away, you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know
If you still care, don't ever let me know

I'm Mr.Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Got to, got to be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head

But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
I just can't look, it's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Because I'm Mr. Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Got to, got to be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head

But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
Because I just can't look, it's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Because I'm Mr. Brightside

I never
I never
I never

*Guess some might know why Mr.Brightside's lyrics is up here... In regards of the dream i had on *19 March 2010*

Back to 10am shift... Finally 6am shift is OVER!!!

Woohoo!!! No more waking up at 5am from now onwards!!! Ehmmm Ehmmm, for the time being...

10am Shift is heeeeeeeeerrrrrrrreeeeeeee!!!

Shit!!! It's 9am already... Crap! Better get ready...

= =!

What a Crazy Fucked Up Dream I Had

Just woke up feeling all fucked up and confused. Seriously! I was like kinda stuck in a nightmare where i can't exit just a moment ago.

How fucked up the dream was? It was REALLY FUCKED UP!

I won't go into the details cause its kinda personal, but since i'm such a nice guy... I'll share some of the scandalous juice in the dream i had

Why don't i make a list? Better right? Straight and simple. Okay, so my nightmare consist of:-

1. Seeing some of your friends that you know in the dream doing some gay shit

2. Went to a "Porn Convention/Event"

3. Witness massive sex orgy session which involves some of your girl friends that you know

4. Me, hiding in the toilet for god knows what reason

5. Seeing my friend got crazy at a policeman for giving him a summons for littering

6. Summons was a direct order to arrest my friend issued by our Prime Minister

7. Seeing Maria Ozawa in the Porn Convention (That's a plus)

8. Me throwing seeds and fruits to a group of people on the other side of the field (Kinda like a food fight thing, but it was with fruits and seeds... Yeah seeds, and those seeds really can fly far)

There you go! Summary of the fucked up dream that i got.

Hell i know what's the meaning to it...

Gonna think about it and try to deduce this mother fucker.

Hello 6am!!!

I hate the fucking 6am shift! Fuck that shit... And fuck the world, i am on the 6am shift in about 4 hours time...

I am a freaking late nite owl/human/vampire... whatever you call it. Nocturnal creatures so to say. And now it's already 1.45am and i'm still fucking wide awake.

I had a feeling that this gonna happen and good thing, there was no Monday Blues for me today coz i was having my off day today/yesterday/Monday. Hallelujah for that.

Anyways, Happy Chinese New Year to all those reading this blog. Haven't got time to update this shit for the passed few days, due to being lazy and also busy.

Oraitey, gotta savor whatever time i got left to get some sleep before waking up later for the fucking... let me repeat that... Fucking! 6am shift!

Hello 6am
Fuck you 6am
and Goodbye 6am...

Statistics now say that 1 out of 3 people are fags

OMG!!! KNNCCB!!!

Nana's Farewell Party/Night Out at Zouk KL

Well, on Saturday... A few of us went to Zouk to hang out together with Nana since she will be leaving to Australia this coming Chinese New Year to continue her studies there. The usual gang turned up. Pretty interesting night seeing Kai's sister was really drunk. What a sight which i wouldn't want anyone to behold. LOL! Not many pics though. Most are in Nana's camera, only got the photos which are from Azeem's handphone.

Did a major favor for Azeem for fetching him from Kelana Jaya, go all the way down to Nilai to meet up with JenSeng and then came back to KL and to Zouk to meet up the rest. That joker Azeem left his wallet in JenSeng's car and he asked me a favor to fetch him to Nilai to get his wallet back... = =!

Anyways, below are some of the photos taken on Saturday...


LOL!!! Still pretty reluctant on the whole driving down to Nilai look, i guess...


Somehow this pose looks abit cute...


Facial expression from Nicky looks like he just jizzed in his pants... LOL!


LOL! I look stoned... Weirdly stoned...


Three jokers...


I learned the sign from Jim... XD


One big happy family... O' Really???


Someone let a leopard out lose... XD


Samseng of Damansara... XD


Poor kid who had food poisoning... Couldn't party as hard as she normally does... XD


Another wild animal on the loose...


I look chubby... crap!!!

Alrite... 6am shift later and i got like just a few hours to sleep... = =!